lol super nice song by xiao jing teng~~ >"< sing better than the ori singer..
*click*
不问你为何流眼泪 不在乎你心里还有谁
且让我给你安慰 不论结局是喜是悲
走过千山万水 在我心里你永远是那么美
既然爱了 就不后悔（就无怨无悔） 再多的苦我也愿意背
我的爱如潮水 爱如潮水将我向你推 紧紧跟随
爱如潮水它将你我包围
我再也不愿见你在深夜里买醉 不愿别的男人见识你的妩媚
你该知道这样会让我心碎 答应我你从此不再深夜里徘徊
不要轻易尝试放纵的滋味 你可知道这样会让我心碎
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
游上水平面
努力地抑制自己，不让自己再度沦陷。
话说，我不是普通人，却也不是什么人中龙凤，但至少要做个对得起自己的人。其实，我也只是个想飞的普通人。曾经小时候就有过这样的想法，把鸟类的翼添加在人的身上，却看见报道说，这种非人道做法是被禁止的。渐渐的，我放弃了这个路向。中学时，被一个很强的人补习过数学，不过现在那个人不在了，就如阿基米德那样被火车撞去；看过一些没有人解到的假想题，想解，却不知何从下手，也放弃了。放弃，就是一个聪明的选择，对一个愚笨且没有能力的人来说。
偶然看见一盏灯，灯光把一切染上了色彩。不可以只是屈紧自己于水平面，跳跃再翱翔，再冲出宇宙。哈哈~
今天打球嘛嘛底，喜欢跳跃，但现在还做不到漫画里的连续两次快速跳跃，跑的时候偶尔也会把双脚离地，这感觉是在模仿飞吗？再高一点就好，高到可以灌篮。一点一点的。也许漫画在吹水，但nba就是有人做到。要买一双好的球鞋。如果有人问，跟一个女生去买球鞋是代表什么意思？代表这个男生很重视这个女生。
游上水平面，不难；难在，保持在水平面。假期是很好的浮浅的日子，但我要保持在水平面，充实自己。部落格的安全感在于有人看，而我的安全感在于我不会告诉别人的哦。有什么秘密可以把我这双耳当着灌水站。不知道是在哪里看过的一部影片，一个小女孩以听别人的秘密来赚钱，并籍此帮助他人。也许，我是那种受不起别人关心的人，十二岁的蛋糕我没吃，就躲在房间，因为我做错了一个忘了是什么事。
给一个人的话：
你值得去快乐，放下你的保护色（阿信）；你值得被关心，因你灿烂的笑容带给他人的欢乐（yz）。
话说，我不是普通人，却也不是什么人中龙凤，但至少要做个对得起自己的人。其实，我也只是个想飞的普通人。曾经小时候就有过这样的想法，把鸟类的翼添加在人的身上，却看见报道说，这种非人道做法是被禁止的。渐渐的，我放弃了这个路向。中学时，被一个很强的人补习过数学，不过现在那个人不在了，就如阿基米德那样被火车撞去；看过一些没有人解到的假想题，想解，却不知何从下手，也放弃了。放弃，就是一个聪明的选择，对一个愚笨且没有能力的人来说。
偶然看见一盏灯，灯光把一切染上了色彩。不可以只是屈紧自己于水平面，跳跃再翱翔，再冲出宇宙。哈哈~
今天打球嘛嘛底，喜欢跳跃，但现在还做不到漫画里的连续两次快速跳跃，跑的时候偶尔也会把双脚离地，这感觉是在模仿飞吗？再高一点就好，高到可以灌篮。一点一点的。也许漫画在吹水，但nba就是有人做到。要买一双好的球鞋。如果有人问，跟一个女生去买球鞋是代表什么意思？代表这个男生很重视这个女生。
游上水平面，不难；难在，保持在水平面。假期是很好的浮浅的日子，但我要保持在水平面，充实自己。部落格的安全感在于有人看，而我的安全感在于我不会告诉别人的哦。有什么秘密可以把我这双耳当着灌水站。不知道是在哪里看过的一部影片，一个小女孩以听别人的秘密来赚钱，并籍此帮助他人。也许，我是那种受不起别人关心的人，十二岁的蛋糕我没吃，就躲在房间，因为我做错了一个忘了是什么事。
给一个人的话：
你值得去快乐，放下你的保护色（阿信）；你值得被关心，因你灿烂的笑容带给他人的欢乐（yz）。
萌芽的神话
一话
图书馆的日子成为过去
乱的结束
被折磨的样子
食堂甲的状态也成为过去
嘉诚的超好吃面包还有心如迟来的意大利面，感谢不尽。
二话
新的一天，吃早餐是很好的习惯。
一拍
二拍
三拍
四拍：今天在翔富头上上篮！！
给一个人的话：
过去的都将过去
来着的要好好把握
=)
图书馆的日子成为过去
乱的结束
被折磨的样子
食堂甲的状态也成为过去
嘉诚的超好吃面包还有心如迟来的意大利面，感谢不尽。
二话
新的一天，吃早餐是很好的习惯。
一拍
二拍
三拍
四拍：今天在翔富头上上篮！！
给一个人的话：
过去的都将过去
来着的要好好把握
=)
Monday, November 24, 2008
Saturday, November 22, 2008
余温
我们只是一群热血于打球的青少年（jl）
最近发现年终考的一个弊病，绝对不会重复上一张纸的问题，但会出类似应用到的公式，而且绝对不会出用回上一届同一个公式的题目。比如说热学，s的公式有两个，上一届考公式一，这一届就考公式二。所以，小弟在此呼吁大家还在读书的一定要看看历届，上一届的就好。读书的时候尽量以考题会怎样出的方向思考。虽然考mom时没有很有用，但是热学这种没有多大变化的科目是绝对有用的。虽然本人不太喜欢抱佛脚，但没办法，这个学期实在太slack了。考热学前一天，与jl还有一些eee学长在canA过了整个晚上，说读，却没什么读到，不过确确实实没有睡就去考了。假如多花点时间，题目是可以全做的，因为是简单了些。做了三题加一点点就趴在考场睡了，第四题没有想到是最容易的，我却以为最难，没有心做。读恨晚，眠恨长。
今天醒来已经两点些许，带了装备去图书馆打了一场喂喂游戏，便去篮球场打球了。奇怪的是，本来乌云密布，却只听雷声响，不见雨下来。古人对天文的观测还蛮准的，反而古歌天气预报就没那么准。剩最后一科，有似脱胎换骨的感觉。这场球打得还不错的，但最后一场就真的有点errr（xw），打11粒，基于实力悬殊，每5粒换分，总比分10比11，但正确来说应该是4比17吧。我在的那队的心态实在太弱了，feel不到他们的斗志。翔富是我的目标，这个人也太牛b了（ck）。一个字，强。不过，还不算最强，因为他灌不到篮。=D~~但我相信，跟强的人打才会进步，而且要在不同队。哈，写下一段自high的情景，有一粒应该是从翔富手中打掉，两个人追到底线，他停下来，而我横身飞跃，把球以离地二十公分直线抛向他的脚，要躲就要打横移，不过球速太快他应该来不及反应，所以还是中了，球弹出来，发球权回到我的手中，咔咔咔。现在的余温，就是我还在想，我的身体基本上把那球抛了出去后是横的，不过我到最后却是站着的。这是怎么办到的呢？奇怪。。。
爱上了一个人
这是什么话？仅此而已。读书啦~
最近发现年终考的一个弊病，绝对不会重复上一张纸的问题，但会出类似应用到的公式，而且绝对不会出用回上一届同一个公式的题目。比如说热学，s的公式有两个，上一届考公式一，这一届就考公式二。所以，小弟在此呼吁大家还在读书的一定要看看历届，上一届的就好。读书的时候尽量以考题会怎样出的方向思考。虽然考mom时没有很有用，但是热学这种没有多大变化的科目是绝对有用的。虽然本人不太喜欢抱佛脚，但没办法，这个学期实在太slack了。考热学前一天，与jl还有一些eee学长在canA过了整个晚上，说读，却没什么读到，不过确确实实没有睡就去考了。假如多花点时间，题目是可以全做的，因为是简单了些。做了三题加一点点就趴在考场睡了，第四题没有想到是最容易的，我却以为最难，没有心做。读恨晚，眠恨长。
今天醒来已经两点些许，带了装备去图书馆打了一场喂喂游戏，便去篮球场打球了。奇怪的是，本来乌云密布，却只听雷声响，不见雨下来。古人对天文的观测还蛮准的，反而古歌天气预报就没那么准。剩最后一科，有似脱胎换骨的感觉。这场球打得还不错的，但最后一场就真的有点errr（xw），打11粒，基于实力悬殊，每5粒换分，总比分10比11，但正确来说应该是4比17吧。我在的那队的心态实在太弱了，feel不到他们的斗志。翔富是我的目标，这个人也太牛b了（ck）。一个字，强。不过，还不算最强，因为他灌不到篮。=D~~但我相信，跟强的人打才会进步，而且要在不同队。哈，写下一段自high的情景，有一粒应该是从翔富手中打掉，两个人追到底线，他停下来，而我横身飞跃，把球以离地二十公分直线抛向他的脚，要躲就要打横移，不过球速太快他应该来不及反应，所以还是中了，球弹出来，发球权回到我的手中，咔咔咔。现在的余温，就是我还在想，我的身体基本上把那球抛了出去后是横的，不过我到最后却是站着的。这是怎么办到的呢？奇怪。。。
爱上了一个人
这是什么话？仅此而已。读书啦~
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Your friend "super saga man" is tagged in zhG's post.
tagged by B.
1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now
2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair...just take a picture
3. Post that picture with no editing
4.Post these instruction with your picture
5. Tag 5 people to do this
ok tatz how i look wheneva i wake up. luin mou yeng lerr? @(:I ) duno tat guy who tag me want me wake up look or wat.. si dan la.. go library studyyyyyy therrmmoooooo..
i tag those who might favour to be tagged and like to self-cap one..
>.<V yea tatz u! (wahaha u cant post a post with < and >~ =p)
逃太郎篇
烟火里灿烂的幻想
也只是浮云
不后退 往前跑
不理会 努力逃
世界的尽头
不会很远
稀稀落落的唏嘘
没有过的 笑容
不需要的 安慰
掌心与掌背
隔着渠 横跨不了
隔岸观火见风使舵顺水推舟
就是逃太郎 面对现实
的一种逃避表现
1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now
2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair...just take a picture
3. Post that picture with no editing
4.Post these instruction with your picture
5. Tag 5 people to do this
ok tatz how i look wheneva i wake up. luin mou yeng lerr? @(:I ) duno tat guy who tag me want me wake up look or wat.. si dan la.. go library studyyyyyy therrmmoooooo..
i tag those who might favour to be tagged and like to self-cap one..
>.<V yea tatz u! (wahaha u cant post a post with < and >~ =p)
逃太郎篇
烟火里灿烂的幻想
也只是浮云
不后退 往前跑
不理会 努力逃
世界的尽头
不会很远
稀稀落落的唏嘘
没有过的 笑容
不需要的 安慰
掌心与掌背
隔着渠 横跨不了
隔岸观火见风使舵顺水推舟
就是逃太郎 面对现实
的一种逃避表现
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Im a piG
WHOWw (electronic sound..)
Finish maths 4 today and go swim at src after tat. I might have failed again if I have no backup due to my past studies in secondary school. Questions rather similar to 2007 sem2 but a little bit different that I think those who nvr do past yr or peep on the last paper before us will get messy when writing solution. Laplace transform, the easier part of maths 4, I wonder how it could be related to my other core subject calculation since wc n fk them are using laplace to solve electronic device function??>.>
Walked far away from the library with jl, first we needa passed through the rootftop of MAE or maybe some other school one, walked down the hill, across the road and get to the SRC via hall 2 passages. Yeap I forgot my seat number after distance miles of walking. Answer the examiner warming request with just "N`G" (my sister's nick came out with Angie just like that one lol), he say no N`G, or I think he wanna say Angie, in the list. Swt, 7 joke de but not funny leh, need me to point out my name and say "neh~". Ok get on my seat right on time. Everyone start writing, the one behind me keep turning the paper. One hour gone and I went to the toilet. It's cold inside the exam hall and I wonder how they could sit there for two and a half hour without flushing their volume in the bladder. Mb they have good container. Aha, finished 4 question in 2 hours and 15 minutes. That's out of my expectation, I thought I would leave some blank or empty space. Another thing in my expectation is PDE out Laplace equations. Lol cosh + sinh~ Mb I have done wrong with the wrong concept that I felt that it's true at the beginning of my studies. Nevertheless, totally relief after closing up the paper and put it neatly on the middle of the table, waiting to be collected. Likely to said, a ceremony ended once I handed it to the examiner.
Rediculously I swim with two zy in the pool. Zy date zy and me and zy most late but zy earliest. What? Yeap, it's happening. A sense of humourity when I found this after awake from the die-sleep condition. Oh f! I have left my lappy, books, bag and some electrical device in LWN library. And rediculously, I found all my stuffs back to me after bath like I never saw them in the room before bath. Well, really tired I guess after doing nothing in the previous night but keep awake till morning and go can A watch Kangxi then go library sleep and study and then take a test and swim. BIG Thanks lehh.. How I spend my night without lappy will be my today post if they didn't being helpful and sneak in my room without my notice at all as if I can, bring back my stuffs, quite heavy leh. Should treat them a BIG meal I guess.
Quote of the day (kym) : A totally Chinese-Eng writing is rediculous!
Finish maths 4 today and go swim at src after tat. I might have failed again if I have no backup due to my past studies in secondary school. Questions rather similar to 2007 sem2 but a little bit different that I think those who nvr do past yr or peep on the last paper before us will get messy when writing solution. Laplace transform, the easier part of maths 4, I wonder how it could be related to my other core subject calculation since wc n fk them are using laplace to solve electronic device function??>.>
Walked far away from the library with jl, first we needa passed through the rootftop of MAE or maybe some other school one, walked down the hill, across the road and get to the SRC via hall 2 passages. Yeap I forgot my seat number after distance miles of walking. Answer the examiner warming request with just "N`G" (my sister's nick came out with Angie just like that one lol), he say no N`G, or I think he wanna say Angie, in the list. Swt, 7 joke de but not funny leh, need me to point out my name and say "neh~". Ok get on my seat right on time. Everyone start writing, the one behind me keep turning the paper. One hour gone and I went to the toilet. It's cold inside the exam hall and I wonder how they could sit there for two and a half hour without flushing their volume in the bladder. Mb they have good container. Aha, finished 4 question in 2 hours and 15 minutes. That's out of my expectation, I thought I would leave some blank or empty space. Another thing in my expectation is PDE out Laplace equations. Lol cosh + sinh~ Mb I have done wrong with the wrong concept that I felt that it's true at the beginning of my studies. Nevertheless, totally relief after closing up the paper and put it neatly on the middle of the table, waiting to be collected. Likely to said, a ceremony ended once I handed it to the examiner.
Rediculously I swim with two zy in the pool. Zy date zy and me and zy most late but zy earliest. What? Yeap, it's happening. A sense of humourity when I found this after awake from the die-sleep condition. Oh f! I have left my lappy, books, bag and some electrical device in LWN library. And rediculously, I found all my stuffs back to me after bath like I never saw them in the room before bath. Well, really tired I guess after doing nothing in the previous night but keep awake till morning and go can A watch Kangxi then go library sleep and study and then take a test and swim. BIG Thanks lehh.. How I spend my night without lappy will be my today post if they didn't being helpful and sneak in my room without my notice at all as if I can, bring back my stuffs, quite heavy leh. Should treat them a BIG meal I guess.
Quote of the day (kym) : A totally Chinese-Eng writing is rediculous!
Friday, November 14, 2008
剖落的 夜
房间真的不适合读书，对我而言。
第一科看来是需要重拿了，课也没上过几堂就浩浩荡荡地步入考场。如果我下个学期考到总平均五点零，我就不读了。我的思想很病态，也许吧。始终无法改变的是那一直走向冷却的心，对事或对人，我尝试把热诚灌入，很快地，温度又下降了，恢复了原来，可能比当初更陌生的情景。这就是所谓的忽冷忽热吧！官方话说，每个人都有自己的向往。我向往一个不用言语来表达或传达的世界。偏偏，这个世界你不说话，你会被鄙视成哑巴或是忧郁一族。所以很多时候，本人觉得一笑置之蛮奏效的。并不是说，忽略带过，只是频道真的有差。
思想在飘。
这人在伪装。我很好，只是想在踏入社会前经历人生的低潮，这个借口很无聊。人是因为无聊才会有更多人的吧，浏览网页时看到一个家庭有十八个小孩。有时候，当你不晓得自己的渣拿有多大时，会很拼，但人外有人，可能你永远就只是垫底或排中间的那个。当你知晓后，你拼的强度会有很微妙的变化，开始堕落。堕落到有一天你又不知道自己的渣拿有多大时，就会很拼。这样的人生高潮迭起，不是很有趣吗？对不起，我是不鼓吹堕落的。
人有必要做到最好来告诉别人自己是最好的，吗？最的定义是很广大，却很狭义的，因为只有一个可以最。所以大学是很好的，给最设了范围，而不再只是一个。倘若你对自己在最圈里的排名耿耿于怀，那就得拼咯。小弟想进去看一下，哈~下学期，每天待两个小时在图书馆吧！
好了，去食堂甲拼了。房间的空间太小，呼吸都困难。
第一科看来是需要重拿了，课也没上过几堂就浩浩荡荡地步入考场。如果我下个学期考到总平均五点零，我就不读了。我的思想很病态，也许吧。始终无法改变的是那一直走向冷却的心，对事或对人，我尝试把热诚灌入，很快地，温度又下降了，恢复了原来，可能比当初更陌生的情景。这就是所谓的忽冷忽热吧！官方话说，每个人都有自己的向往。我向往一个不用言语来表达或传达的世界。偏偏，这个世界你不说话，你会被鄙视成哑巴或是忧郁一族。所以很多时候，本人觉得一笑置之蛮奏效的。并不是说，忽略带过，只是频道真的有差。
思想在飘。
这人在伪装。我很好，只是想在踏入社会前经历人生的低潮，这个借口很无聊。人是因为无聊才会有更多人的吧，浏览网页时看到一个家庭有十八个小孩。有时候，当你不晓得自己的渣拿有多大时，会很拼，但人外有人，可能你永远就只是垫底或排中间的那个。当你知晓后，你拼的强度会有很微妙的变化，开始堕落。堕落到有一天你又不知道自己的渣拿有多大时，就会很拼。这样的人生高潮迭起，不是很有趣吗？对不起，我是不鼓吹堕落的。
人有必要做到最好来告诉别人自己是最好的，吗？最的定义是很广大，却很狭义的，因为只有一个可以最。所以大学是很好的，给最设了范围，而不再只是一个。倘若你对自己在最圈里的排名耿耿于怀，那就得拼咯。小弟想进去看一下，哈~下学期，每天待两个小时在图书馆吧！
好了，去食堂甲拼了。房间的空间太小，呼吸都困难。
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Pre-exam
First test due on Wednesday, Mechanic of Materials! MOM <--- just discover the short form of the name that other ppl mention alot to me that I have no idea what the madagascar is it. Approximately, I still have 20 hours before I get into bed on the day before my test. Still, I'm 5 chapter behind what I should finish as if I can answer the questions after I have completed my studies. Meanwhile, taking a short breath to uncover few pics in WAT trip.
One day, xiao ming... Opz! not a story of xiao ming k. Just a really short story.
Obviously one ppl inside the pic, sitting alone kkylp (vs)
Few minutes later, some1 intrude... ch: i can do this! yz: huh? do wat?
Smile hard? yz: let see wat u can do...
yz: waa incredible~ small bro orz! (orz is not form of alphabets but sth u can say respective action)
I know that's me but who took my pic in front me without my conscious??
We have a song once very famous, "Backside Boyz"~
The 2nd guy from the left did it I think since I saw tat pic in his cam. Btw, congratz the most left guy win the best a*s honour! Dudes, good luck and have fun in the following weeks.
Come back till now, numerous people mugging inside library, this is normal but one thing I prefer is their passion to wake up early and get a good seat to study or reserve whole table for frens. Yeap just to wake up early and stood in front the door of library by 820 in the morning. They knew very well early bird got wormie meal. Unchange fact, people just don't like the act of losing. This make me feel like losing is challenging as well as winning. LOL! It's like clicking stop or back when gang-ing hero. I did it once. To be said in a normal way, it's like putting down a chance in front you that you have the ability to own it but gotta hold backwards and letting others to pick it up. Frankly, noone would do this, but still some idiot will do such farting act. Once I fart, but not next time when there are a lot of people behind me, aiming and waiting with glorious eyes. However, the capability to own such chance is getting lower, still miserable in an unknown x where x equal to a question mark. Life sick when you get on boat. That's sea sick. Yea but to me it's da same. Sick. Swt kinda passive during exam period =.=" Irregular mental period.
Half of the time in library was just as hollow as the water in the bottle, concentration vanish like got sucked by maelstrom, u can't see me cuz I'm hiding in a cloak of invisible while the outer shell still working on the lappy lecture's note. "You are wasting your time here." (lanaya) Btw, should thx to those lib companions, mb if i were not in library these days I could not know or tell where am I last week. Anyway, thx jl for making effort to res a long table for the whole day.
Chill~ quite chilling condition inside library especially after rain. Lol wc discover a man look like 艾威 young version sitting behind us. A hongkong actor, quite old dy, ppl call him shui gor or ah shui. Really 神似 shui gorrr. xDDD
tips of the day: chocolate produces gambler king.
One day, xiao ming... Opz! not a story of xiao ming k. Just a really short story.
Obviously one ppl inside the pic, sitting alone kkylp (vs)
Few minutes later, some1 intrude... ch: i can do this! yz: huh? do wat?
Smile hard? yz: let see wat u can do...
yz: waa incredible~ small bro orz! (orz is not form of alphabets but sth u can say respective action)
I know that's me but who took my pic in front me without my conscious??
We have a song once very famous, "Backside Boyz"~
The 2nd guy from the left did it I think since I saw tat pic in his cam. Btw, congratz the most left guy win the best a*s honour! Dudes, good luck and have fun in the following weeks.
Come back till now, numerous people mugging inside library, this is normal but one thing I prefer is their passion to wake up early and get a good seat to study or reserve whole table for frens. Yeap just to wake up early and stood in front the door of library by 820 in the morning. They knew very well early bird got wormie meal. Unchange fact, people just don't like the act of losing. This make me feel like losing is challenging as well as winning. LOL! It's like clicking stop or back when gang-ing hero. I did it once. To be said in a normal way, it's like putting down a chance in front you that you have the ability to own it but gotta hold backwards and letting others to pick it up. Frankly, noone would do this, but still some idiot will do such farting act. Once I fart, but not next time when there are a lot of people behind me, aiming and waiting with glorious eyes. However, the capability to own such chance is getting lower, still miserable in an unknown x where x equal to a question mark. Life sick when you get on boat. That's sea sick. Yea but to me it's da same. Sick. Swt kinda passive during exam period =.=" Irregular mental period.
Half of the time in library was just as hollow as the water in the bottle, concentration vanish like got sucked by maelstrom, u can't see me cuz I'm hiding in a cloak of invisible while the outer shell still working on the lappy lecture's note. "You are wasting your time here." (lanaya) Btw, should thx to those lib companions, mb if i were not in library these days I could not know or tell where am I last week. Anyway, thx jl for making effort to res a long table for the whole day.
Chill~ quite chilling condition inside library especially after rain. Lol wc discover a man look like 艾威 young version sitting behind us. A hongkong actor, quite old dy, ppl call him shui gor or ah shui. Really 神似 shui gorrr. xDDD
tips of the day: chocolate produces gambler king.
Monday, November 3, 2008
第一天
项目
- 激烈运动后不喝冷饮，维持：2天
- 睡觉前关电脑，刷牙洗脸，维持：1天
- 开始做历届了，完成度：1题，8%（4年历届）
- 开始控制自己打机时间，控制时间：约一个小时，维持：1天
- 不超过2点睡觉，维持：1天
- 一天喝3大瓶水，维持：0天
- 慈善筹款的职责，完成度：发了40封电邮，0%（暂无任何收入）
- 衣服：洗了挂了
- 早上八点半去图书馆，维持：0天
- 书桌：还没有整理
- 一日早，午，晚三餐，维持：0天
- 跑步，维持：0天，等下就去跑
- 控制打球时间，控制时间：约两个小时，维持：0天
- 一有时间就温书，维持：0天
昨晚高手对决后便梳洗睡觉了，约凌晨一点，沽都沽唔到，早上五点醒了。之前有一段时间睡不下去，现在又感觉有点睡意。好吧，就从生活习惯做起。k书啦~
- 激烈运动后不喝冷饮，维持：2天
- 睡觉前关电脑，刷牙洗脸，维持：1天
- 开始做历届了，完成度：1题，8%（4年历届）
- 开始控制自己打机时间，控制时间：约一个小时，维持：1天
- 不超过2点睡觉，维持：1天
- 一天喝3大瓶水，维持：0天
- 慈善筹款的职责，完成度：发了40封电邮，0%（暂无任何收入）
- 衣服：洗了挂了
- 早上八点半去图书馆，维持：0天
- 书桌：还没有整理
- 一日早，午，晚三餐，维持：0天
- 跑步，维持：0天，等下就去跑
- 控制打球时间，控制时间：约两个小时，维持：0天
- 一有时间就温书，维持：0天
昨晚高手对决后便梳洗睡觉了，约凌晨一点，沽都沽唔到，早上五点醒了。之前有一段时间睡不下去，现在又感觉有点睡意。好吧，就从生活习惯做起。k书啦~
Sunday, November 2, 2008
灰色
喜欢灰色的人思想很灰吗？
用了一晚不眠夜，把这个部落格弄得灰灰暗暗的。可能我的思想比较奇怪，但是绝对不是灰色系的，起码要点灰蓝灰紫色似的。我认识的人不多，bnet认识我的人也不少，但真正算是了解我的人也就只有那么一位。可能面对这世界，种种因素使人总是活在一副面具底下。我试着套上不同的面具，找寻一副比较适合我的。我相信人本来就有一种能力，自我以最优解的方式作选择以生存下去。很难听得懂，因为你还没有以最优解的方式来理解这番话。咔咔咔！就算是人体内的胸腔和腹腔都要隔着一个横膈膜，更何况是你和我，而面具是最好的膜。
我喜欢不同的尝试，也喜欢冒险，可能就是属于比较“有点over”（小s）那种。我用了三年的时间来使自己消沉，我想在这七天里游上水平面是绝对有难度的。看了育才的肺腑之post，说真的，是有点鼻酸的感伤，一个人怎么能够有如此重大的转折，而后他的命运又是如何滴呢？这个人的命运在左手，机会在右手，努力靠双手(我猜）。这一次，我以第三人的心态来看待我自己。什么原因呢？以前，都呆在第一班，我会想别班的到底抱着什么心态来上课的，大概就是我现在的心态吧。我想尝试当不同的人，可是我就只有那么一个躯壳，一颗心，没有分身术亦没有分心咒。现在已经大二了，突然想起有个责任是必须由我来担的，回报父母的养育之恩。不知道现在的人怎样想，但我还是传统派的。
可能我已经找不回以前的我，但我要塑造一个全新的我，就在这来着的七天。
用了一晚不眠夜，把这个部落格弄得灰灰暗暗的。可能我的思想比较奇怪，但是绝对不是灰色系的，起码要点灰蓝灰紫色似的。我认识的人不多，bnet认识我的人也不少，但真正算是了解我的人也就只有那么一位。可能面对这世界，种种因素使人总是活在一副面具底下。我试着套上不同的面具，找寻一副比较适合我的。我相信人本来就有一种能力，自我以最优解的方式作选择以生存下去。很难听得懂，因为你还没有以最优解的方式来理解这番话。咔咔咔！就算是人体内的胸腔和腹腔都要隔着一个横膈膜，更何况是你和我，而面具是最好的膜。
我喜欢不同的尝试，也喜欢冒险，可能就是属于比较“有点over”（小s）那种。我用了三年的时间来使自己消沉，我想在这七天里游上水平面是绝对有难度的。看了育才的肺腑之post，说真的，是有点鼻酸的感伤，一个人怎么能够有如此重大的转折，而后他的命运又是如何滴呢？这个人的命运在左手，机会在右手，努力靠双手(我猜）。这一次，我以第三人的心态来看待我自己。什么原因呢？以前，都呆在第一班，我会想别班的到底抱着什么心态来上课的，大概就是我现在的心态吧。我想尝试当不同的人，可是我就只有那么一个躯壳，一颗心，没有分身术亦没有分心咒。现在已经大二了，突然想起有个责任是必须由我来担的，回报父母的养育之恩。不知道现在的人怎样想，但我还是传统派的。
可能我已经找不回以前的我，但我要塑造一个全新的我，就在这来着的七天。
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